Monday, October 08, 2007;
♥ 10/08/2007 02:40:00 AM
Its like you were floatingWhile i was fallingAnd i didnnt mind>>
I just blogged, not here though.Anyways, i was just thinking about my true friends, and the fact that im drifting apart from them. Yeah, maybe what my friend said was right. It's really hard to maintain old friendships, when youre actually forging new ones at hand. Guess he's right, but im trying hard to not let it come true, really. But somehow, trying hard isnt enough, if youre not trying hard. =lWell, on a lighter note, I'll be meetin up with my dearest bestest bestie this coming tues. (:And afew of us will be dropping by pjc, and maybe i'll catch a glimpse of my eyecandy! <3> And of cos, to meet up and catch up with my fellow s25-sians. Loads of misses!
Anyways, i wasnt in the mood to step out of the house today. I wanted to sleep til really late, and hide myself in the blanklet, or smth. I just wanna find some time, solely just for myself. So i can think and ponder bout problems and questions. But my good ol' mum, gotta dragged me out of bed, and dragged me out of hse. So i had my earplugs on, and i blasted the music into my ears the whole time, til we get our butts home. =l
Mm, ive been asked thrice, over the last week. Whether anot do i still like/miss him. Well, ive been running away and away from that question, everytime someone comes up to me and ask me that. Mm, i just had a really long phonechat with one of my close friends, and we began on this topic. This time, strangely, i din run away. And after the hour long phone chat, i began to find the answer.Alrights, let's just put this way. I still miss him, and like him, as a friend. I still miss the fact that we hang around in school as a group, and laughin so retardedly tgt as a clique. I still miss the fact that we'll often get tgt as a group, and just chill around. I still miss the very fact that we used to be such close friends, and everything else. Yups, i no longer habour hopes of us getting back tgt anymore. (: So, im enlightened, i guess. (: I just wish that one day, someday, when we all meet up as a group. We'll be joking and laughin and chitchatting, lke we are some long lost pals.
And please, for those silly friends who thought my emo posts were all cause by him. Youre terribly horribly wrong. (:Ha, i din even realised tt some of yall thought this way, til my friend told me over the phone.TSK.
Okay, right now. I just seriously cant wait to meet up with szemian (and jelin?) on tues. And meet up with my beloved s25-ians (and hopefully, eyecandy!) on wed. :DI love old friends, seriously. Not because the new-er friends arent good. But because, i dunno. Old friends always seems to understand better, and not take our friendships for granted.Applies to me as well. Looking back, i regretted not treasuring all the friendships i have at hand and all. So i guess thats the main reason, why old friendships always seems more valuable. (:Because 'people tend to cherish things, after that are gone'.I so totally agree.
Alrights, so btw. Im still keeping to what ive said. (:Keep the line, draw the distance...
Yknow my neighbour asked me go play basketball with him leh! Hahaha, but i din, so my bro accompanied him. This made me rmbr the past, my dearest childhood. (: When kh mich and i would stay at our grandparents hse, and make a din. Hehe. And we'll always go down to the basketball court, for a game of basketball. Yes, FYI. I do play bbball when i was in pri school okay! Ha, and i always bring my bbball to school. =p How cute! For now, i'd rather play other sports, like tennis! :DAnyways, i rmbr how my girlfriends and i would comment that guys who play basketball are always more charming and attractive then guys who play soccer. Haha, and im always proud to add in that my 'XIAO ZHU' ('destined guy' xp) plays the basketball, and is the captain of the team! :D Haha, stinks. Im missing fairfield! =lBummer, im wanted to go for a jog like, right now. But it looks like its gonna rain. ): Furthermore, im stuck at watching 'Magicians of Love'. xpWell, oh well. I'll go climb the stairs later! (:
Some random thoughts:a. Im missing fairfield, not abit, but terribly.b. I need exercise! ):c. I need shopping!d. I need to spend some quality time with my dearest friends.e. I finished the Lychee Martini icecream. ):
cant believe that i could be so blind;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.